(Dark, the shadows)


Dark, the shadows

Chill, the wind

Empty, sad, the night is crying.

I, alone

Trembling, stand.

How to find the hidden way?

I search the bleak gray sky

No sight of day

No friendly guide

Not lost, unmoved

Stand I here, and weep. . .

No one to find,

Then why go on?

The path is covered with desolation.

 

Wait–I feel a motion.

I feel the heavens brush my face,

And lift my hair.

And kiss my eyes.

Soft and cool the mist is breathing.

 

I stand, unmoved

but not alone.

Waiting fearfully,

Yet the light will come

The dawn will bring the light

 

The child strove upward through the years

Some of the way was steep, some smooth and level.

Some was covered with sharp rocks and pits

The child fell and cried

But rose again and climbed on.

 

And then he came to another year,

When the summit came first to view

Through the veil of mist.

And with awe he fell to his knees.

Overwhelmed and alone.

 

The paths stretched out

Those whom he had traveled with parted

Some went on, others fell down or lost the way.

He saw them leave

He watched their departing backs

And knew that he, too, must find a place to go,

A path to follow.

 

Up through the mist, he gazed at the majestic, purple, mountain.

As in a dream he saw a dream,

All white and new and strong.

“Come,” he called

“Come with me to the summit”

And he called, but they went

on and heard not.

 

And so he knelt again and

gazed upward,

Reaching out to all who passed

Only to feel their garments brush his as they passed

And left him alone.

 

Night fell and coldness came

The summit was hid by darkness

He lay down to sleep

Then started–a sound

A little sound, like breath or sigh.

 

Another, weary form, paused to rest.

From out the engulfing black

It sang a soft melodious whisper

“I saw a dream, a purple hill

So high above.”

 

He listened, rapt. His heart pounded.

“It glistened through the mist.

How I long to reach its verdant cool.”

A sigh–young and tender

Warmed his face in the dark.

“Sing on” he cried

“Whisper, what you feel.”

 

It sang “I feel afraid,

and sad. I cannot climb

The mount alone.

My foot is sure but I need a hand

To lead the way.”

 

He trembled, child no more.

Through the black he stretched farther

his hand.

Fingers touched and intertwined in the night.

 

“I see it again in your song.

Purple, blue, neath azure sky

draped in silk and angel hair.

Keep your dream and I will climb

and find the way and lead you there

If you will come with me

And sing your dream.”

 

Light, though weary, the form stood

in the dark.

The hands remained clasped

And timid and afraid he felt his way

Up the face of the mountain

And with gently throbbing notes

She sang her dream.

 

The wind was cruel

It whipped their faces and hands

It brought the rains and cold and snow

Together they made shelter in the caves

Shelter in the trees

“The way is covered” he told her

“I cannot feel the path”

But still she sang her dream.

 

“Up in the clouds

Shining in the clouds.

It sang a song of beckoning”

 

“I will find the way.” he said

and searched the crag with his hands

Until he felt a foothold.

Then up they struggled, stumbling

And sending down the rubble behind them

Feeling the earth give way beneath them.

 

The wind grew sharper

And as they reached a place to rest

They heard a great roar

A river–wide and cruel

Swirling black and murky.

In the black, they could not see it

But they felt the damp and humid air

And felt the spray from rapids.

 

“We cannot cross,” he cried above the roar.

He could not hear her gentle song.

It lay buried in the din.

He felt her fall and lie still

He knelt and put his face next to hers.

“I am weary–” she sang.

“I cannot remember the dream.

I only hear the river.

I cannot sing the dream.”

He felt her tears.

“I cannot find the way” he said.

“I cannot guide without your dream.

Why did we begin?”

 

“We are not lost.” He told her. “I am near. You are

with me.”

She raised her head up off the earth

And laid her head against his breast.

“Go without me. Find the path, a bridge

On the river.”

“You will find the dream again.”

 

Another sound, footsteps.

“Come with us” voices cried.

“We have found the dream. We will show the way.”

 

“Come,” he said “Come.”

She moved to rise but found no strength

 

“Go,” she whispered, “I must rest.

Leave me here and find our dream.”

 

“Wait” he cried out to the voices.

“Let us rest, then we will come.

Do not leave us in the dark.”

 

“Come,” the voices cried

“We cannot wait.

We will lose the dream.

Come

Come

Come. . .”

 

“I will stay.” He felt her tears again.

“I cannot find the dream alone

Without your song, the dream is lost.”

 

Their tears mingled and joined the wind and river spray.

The wind wailed louder

And cut them, whipped them,

Drove them to huddle and cling.

And it blew on and on. . .

 

Then it stilled

And in the east a light began to grow.

And it grew until it filled the night.

He felt her move

Then heard her whispering song

“The dream is in the east above us

The morning mists revealed the light.”

He turned to face the dawn

And saw the dream.

Above them it loomed

Majestic and purple.

 

Intertwined fingers, shoulders together

They began again to climb

The river was still and washed their feet

And the weariness from their hearts.

And the light bore them up.

The verdant odors invited them up.

And at the top

Kind hands reached out to lift them

And they went together.